sometimes i just feel horrible and not horrible like i did something horrible but like my life and everything in my life is horrible. i don’t know what it is, like i’m so blessed with oppurtunties and i know i have it better and millions out there but it just isnt enough at times. sometimes the negatives do outweigh the positives no matter what you do. idk life just sucks at times and i have no clue what to do about it. i smile but sometimes i really just wanna cry all day. im usually the one making others feel better but when its my turn i feel like people just give up on me. maybe i’m just being an idiot and complaining… i know no one probably cares but it just gets so hard keeping all this unhappiness inside. most days in my life are amazing but its those few days that just come crashing down on me. i sound really stupid so i think i’ll just cry myself to sleep until i feel better in the morning.